new entry. new post. damn blogger. cos it aint working to my favour:(

today...
i wanna be kiddy.
i dont wanna grow up.
why is the sky blue?
playing peek-a-boo with butterflies... have clouds in my hair..
play with the fairies and pixies in the enchanted forest and running barefooted everywhere..

LOL. accidental rhyming. i'm a poet, and i dont even know it! ;)

that was until dad started yelling for this month's utilites bills... reality sucks.
thats the bitter truth we have to face. there are tonnes of work waiting for you, everything requires your immediate attention aaand there are schedules and datelines to keep. not that im actually doing them.. though i had the whole day.
it just didnt seem important.. or my brain was too lethargic and mushed-up to start doing anything productive. which is why after my well-deserved 14 hours of sleep, i lazed the rest of the day off(: now, i'm gonna pay for it.

the only problem you faced when you were younger is when mom and dad wont get you the latest toy in toys'r'us, or not bring you to macs. orrr when your sis accidentally scribbles on your favourite storybook, and you can't slap the shit outta her.

apparently, 'a denial to grow up..' is part of my horoscope trait. LOL. calling all sagis! ohh and armaggeddon comes on my 22nd birthday. not cos of the oooolldd thing.. but as in literally. now, how cool is that. it aint just bout my aging issues, the world perishes with me too! *evil smirk*
http://curious.astro.cornell.edu/question.php?number=686

*mmm.. strokes chin.. interesting*
the mayans are waaaay cool.
and i thought having the winter solstice on my birthday, and the whole of the north pole experiencing 24hours of darkness when wee-lil-me enters the earth was quite a feat. i conclude...

i must be a very important person. HAHHAHA. me and the rest of the dec21st-ians. *mad dances*

mmm.. dad wanted me to pull outta kc alumni. said i wasn't prioritising and its aint worth your time, art's not gonna get you anywhere in future and you should be focusing on something else. ohh and how can i forget the favourite.

art is rubbish.

well, i know my priorities. and to that he replied, you're being rebellious. bullshit.
pretty much i think art's the only thing keeping me going. i mean, i feel like i have something somewhere. so dammit, pulling me outta it aint gonna help at all. but he doesnt get that! art makes me feel like i can achieve something, though dad will prob never recognise that fact too. its infuriating. well yeah, he'll prob never recognise my art.. so it doesnt make much of a difference..

*shrugs*

i miss posting long, lame, and totally rubbish posts! YAY. another one of this.. COMING UP!

ohh ohh and monday prob not going to meet karen and teacher jennifer. which is sad, cos we havent seen each other in like, what. 8 years?! im prob not gonna be able to recognise them.. miss griffiths.. miss mr fam. wonder how's he now? hmmm...

p.s- did you know that Stalin, Beethoven, Disney, Nostradamus, Sinatra, Blake, Churchill, Spielberg and Masaccio were ALL sagittarians?
see what i mean bout me being great? *WINK!*