'twas a fun and busy past five days! no pictures yet to post... accounts paper was.... erm. i gotta retake the module. *laughs* came to school early to study but ended up talking in the lib with sean and his friend. i did try!

mmm met him and his friends for a while before meeting up with the rest of the bsc who were going for the yellow ribbon concert. wouldn't have gone if not for the fact he was going to meet his friends and game. like erm. okay.. but i didn't regret. it was uberrrrr fun:D
though initially it felt like the seniors bonded and us freshie girls stuck together. okay in the beginning it was me alone and 4 girls from squash but in the end fang lu came and it wasn't so bad(:
turns out some of the people who i thought were ~... are really quite nice. mmm... learnt stuff about people that i never knew, good and bad. but it was fun, and i have to thank wes for being real sweet. haha, after the concert majority left, so it was only long, din, wes, elena and i to simpang bedok. haha time really..

cabbie was............ interesting. and ~~~~~

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skipped the flea market at bugis:( cos last minute they told us they having a birthday celeb for ky and vanessa... and charm was tired so there goes our sentosa morning:( one thing, i hate it when things don't go according to plan. hmm, maybe that kinda subconciously affected my day.

so yes, charm and i met up with steph, shoots and vaneh at pp first to get the pressies. yours truly was quite hyped. but entertaining was hard work, and my heels were bitches. so... don't make me walk too much. i got real cranky... tried to get hyped up again when we got to far east. met kyoli and had some turkish chicken rice. it was good! mmm, but i guess i just wasn't in the mood. so i left halfway for a pick-me-up call from him.... i didn't want to be moody around people cos that's just so bitchy.

turns out, it didn't really help and i just wanted to be alone.... or preferably, not being fake high in fronta a group of people. it was a selfish decision that i did question, but whats done's done. heard they were quite upset i left early... but other than to the birthday girls, i feel no need for an apology to the rest. i'm not obliged to..... am i?

i even skipped the steamboat at centis. so i took an hour long bus trip to meet up with him..

okay, i just needed a breather, and maybe just some time... for me. even away from him.
i miss doing things for myself...

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singapore idol... vote for talent? or appeal.... cos i was supporting jonathan, then i heard hady sing. seems like he's the malay idol or something. and now tp has something to be proud of i guess? (:

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if you're reading this, happy third month. don't know if you even know... or even visit this blog but yeah. i'm feeling screwed and moody and crankybitchy all in one, so i'm not in the mood for anything... and i'm not gonna say anything either. *shrugs* just let this pass i guess.

and let me solve my own problems. i was fine on my own before you came along so i'll be fine.

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marilyn manson's my new idol:D
and happy 18th birthday jy! haha yes, looking forward to our coffee night out love:D



this is the new shit- marilyn manson