i wake up every morning rather pissed with myself- and its always the same reason. i stay up during the night and by morning, i would have ko-ed by and would miss the first part of the day. grrr.

meeting today was... i wanted to kill hakim for screaming that the lizard was coming towards me. wearing a skirt and trying to escape from a bench is no joke. and with the main comm so full of girls, the hoohah was huge. rahmat killed the lizard by kicking the poor thing! :( ahh. then i didn't have enough guts to take a picture of it. let it r.i.p. amen(: poor joelle. her file:D

my contact lense came out. i was rubbing my eye then it disappeared into oblivion which was somewhere in my upper/lower/bottom/idk where tf eyelid. it came out in the crowded lift, and i was reduced to kneeling on the floor and groping around for a shit piece of plastic. was late for lesson, and after the lense was back to where it was supposed to be, my whole eye turned red. i just wanted to gorge it out at that point cos i was tearing so much.

i want to command that respect. i am gonna make sure i deserve it. so watch out for me.

reflection writing... (: oh. i like the new script. i went from a stern, naggy typical stereotypical mom, to a cool bo-chap bartender. however, my name is kitty.

blame the smart guys who decided to inject humour and come with the tagline, hi tweety in which she replies, hello kitty. and the china guy makes me laugh boy. cos lester's scooby, so tweety remarks i thought i saw a puddy tat/ pussy cat. its now pussy dog. to which he asks,
what is pussy? okay, someone please try explaining that to him. please... that poor guy was so confused that he kept asking. :D

met darl after... was quite late alr. nfs carbon craze at his house. benny and yan just could not concede defeat to the female driver in front. *shakes head* sexists. after being with the cds guys [soccer, gaming and soccer], i joined them for [cars, bikes, electronics]. ohhhlord.

i'll try to balance everything.. i promise(:

nap time! 0219