and the entries are just piling up. i have this... okay, call me psycho but its like, i feel uncomfortable not blogging for so many days. its like, my life's unrecorded or something and... its just a weird, weird unshakeable feeling.

took a nap straight after dinner (>.<), so feeling much fresher and energised. hell lot to get through tonight, having neglected everything so far. don't think i'm working for this week and the next, and i'm definitely gonna stay home more. my sched book's filling up day by day at a scary rate. 7 new slots taken up, but i'm choosing my events well now(:

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30th Oct, monday

my sister's halloween party. so i was the big sister for the day. i skipped school the entire day to stay home cos my sister's a pathetic party planner. grrr. her friends are totally unreliable, and they're all shithead doofuses. okay, some ain't that bad, but most of them are. thank god charm and don came over.

the haunted house, was more fun than scary... sigh. well, they had fun. through the night, had to chaperone. not by choice, but cos mom was knocked out by yomeishu or something [good lord.] i had to keep the volume down.

i even gave up my mattress/bed. and my makeshift one outta pillows ripped from the couch. *smacks forehead* now i know why i haven't hosted parties of this kind at my place.

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02nd Nov, thursday
grouping through class got me way down. i'm sociable, but i don't interact with my class as much. no going-out after lessons cos i'm always rushing somewhere else, and... somehow, maybe personalities just couldn't click.

whatever it was, it didn't help when the nice, sweet old marketing teacher decided to just group me with random people. it was thoroughly awkward for me and i couldnt wait to get outta there. met prissie for lunch and she made things a whole lot better. that woman's like hahahaha man.

after everything, i met up with hakim and lisa for our dessert and catch-up sessions. whoa i missed these soso much(: joey and nise were mia sadly, but soon soooon! we ate a hell lot. we just ate, and ate, and ate. main course, cheng tng, and our kopitiam-style eggs, bread and tea. ooh love(:

a short half an hour later, i met up with darl for dinner. imanotapig! i couldnt eat anymore. :(
so... though the day started bad, good friends and lotsa love just makes everything better!

this makes me appreciate tp so much more. *big smile*

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03Nov, friday
met lissaaaaaaaa... so we lunched, then we lounged. 'bomb' games and pool:)..
just another slackyy, slacky day...... then.. had to drag myself to work.

met up with them and their class before work. their classmates are cute. mm it was the singapore creative circuit awards... something to do with advertising and everything. carrie chong was mc-ing. nothing eventful about work, except the auntie in my group is way scary. shes like growl growl at me and shoving me around here and there... give me a break lah auntie!

then i was bitching to nise and meiting at the back when she popped up from behind me. whoa, i thought my heart was gonna drop out. i felt so bad. but she's quite sweet really. (:

so as promised, i owe meiting one. we downed the alcohol... got a bit light-headed after the long island. haha, we were crashing into each other. felt pretty terrible for a while and the china boy on the bus just refused, to, shut up. oh mother.

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04th Nov, saturday
finally met up with the clique after a long, long time. though it had to be cut short, all in all, i had fun(: esp at the big o, charm's cute waiter boy whose name i spelt wrongly. like WHAT.

kinda cute in a blur way, and he was on the same train as me after.
which reminds me, after the comment card, i started receiving weird sms-es. like, are you a girl. can you help me find a boyfriend and such. started calling me and not talking also, quite a few times... and it really got on my nerves. like wtf get a life. i hate prank calls like this, i can't emphasize any further. its immature, and totally stupid. those who care to make these, don't have a fricken life. in any case, i dont have time for all these shit.

so the event today was glam, glam, glam! gods and goddesses, some dress-up ball for the singapore repertory theatre. didn't help when the manager told us today was really high profile, so we gotta be at our best. talk about laying on the pressure. the dresses were pretty pretty, and so were the people. but i promise one day i'll be the one hosting such an event, or i'll be the guest of honour, and i will personally thank every single staff member. (:

OTed. Darn... so darn shagged by the time i got back.

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6th Nov, monday
skipped school for the day cos i had to go down to collect my pay. so no macro, ba1 and lounge duty for meee(:

after collecting it, decided to walk around marina a bit before heading back. frequented the favourite shops, tried on some tops... the red zara top i want don't have my size:( i want a beeeeg one so i can use it as a mini-dress. cuute(: everything i wanted was out of stock or not here yet either. the red topshop leather wallet, the organizers, the red ipod, and the red zara top. i give up.

got a few pairs of earrings to replace the ones i've lost/broken in the past two weeks. i think i had some kinda earring curse or something. one i lost walking in marina, one came out when i was at redspot, one broke when i was halfway through acting a script... :( my pieces of sentimental value:(

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06th Nov, monday
new temp!

07th Nov, tuesday
doing quizzes at 0400am. *bleary-eyed*

skip skip skip skip skip, and yes, finally, today's entry.

8th Nov, wednesday
had a lie-in this morning... and around 11plus saw a message like what, we had meeting at one. crap. by the time i did get to school, it was time for my next lesson. ah well.

rushrushrush. thats how my weds are. in between, made time for the gl interview. i don't get why some didn't need an interview. err, is it cos they had connections or something? then thats no fair. i wouldn't try pulling strings from the maincomm. myself. some alvin just took the forms and said okay. huhhhhh. anyway i think i did myself justice. and so did lisa, charm and kay. if we don't get in.... i'll burn the lounge:D nah, i'm kidding.

G IS FOR GL, WE LOVE GL, IF YOU WANNA HEAR US CHEER, LET SHOUT GL!
lalalalalalaaa GL.... haha i'm excited. can you tell?:D like hello, we've been wanting to go for this since fow!

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I can see clearly now the rain has gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind
It's going to be a bright, bright sunshiny day

:D

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Sagittarians....

Quick -- look down at your feet. Are you wearing two different socks? Don't be surprised if you are, because there is a misalignment in the energies around you today. Expect a lot of missed connections, misunderstandings and mismatched pairs in your life right now. Fortunately, these muddles should provide much more entertainment and enlightenment than frustration. As long as you're flexible and positive, you can sort things out and enjoy some smooth sailing.

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and i decided to upload everything together, so heres the quiz i did some time back....

130 Things People Want To Know About You
.: The Basics :.
Name?:	ling yu
Age?:	16 going on 17:D
Gender?:	Female.
Location?:	Singapore.
Hair color?:	Dark Brown.
Eye color?:	Dark Brown.
shoe size?:	7 1/2 or 8 sometimes.
height?:	163. I think i grew taller!(:
interests::	A lot. Artsy person.
.: Favourites :.
food:	Italian, Japanese, Mom's Roti John, Local.
drink:	Teh Peng, Teas, Fruit Juices.
music style:	Depends on the mood i'm in. Anything goes.
music artist/band:	Adam Sandler- He's sweet though he can't hold a tune(:
tv show:	Too many. Antm, Scrubs, Gray's anat, THE OC, OTH, Prison Break, Who's line.
movie:	Too many. But most current, deathnote.
thing to do:	Sleep. Shop. Talk. :D
ice cream:	Mint Choc Chip! Err. Dark Chocolate! Rum&raisin...
colour:	RED. GOLD. WHITE.
song:	Chasing cars- it makes me cry.
book:	my diary.
computer game:	huh? er. sims.
board game:	charoodles!
dessert:	tiramisu, ice cream, cheng tng, g spot from the big o
quote:	the cliche- impossible's not a fact, its an opinion.
animal:	cats(:
holiday:	Europe
number:	21
name:	my own.
.: Friendship :.:	favourite friendship?
who's your best friend?:	don't have one. best gal pal- charm
other close buddies...?:	lisa, hakim, prissie, art girls, and the whole jollie gang.
last friend you hung out with:	mei ting.
last friend you hugged:	mei ting.
last friend you saw a movie with:	charm.
last friend's house you went to:	charm.
any friends you cant stand?:	that won't be a friend, right?
any friends you've regretted becoming friends with?:	some.
if so, who?:	next.
do you have a lot of friends of the opposite sex?:	yes, but all acquaintances.
most annoying friend?:	skip.
most preppy friend?:	preppy... nada.
darkest friend?:	dark how? err. like gothic, mono or pessimistic. *shrugs*
hyper-est friend?:	me! i'm my own friend! haha okay. nart. shes the first that came to mind. haha
nicest friend?:	joan from way back. she never raises her voice, ever.
funniest friend?:	prissie. i look at her, i laugh.
meanest friend?:	eew. bitchy. i'm not gonna rat.
most outgoing friend?:	hakim. he makes friends like superduperfast.
shyest friend?:	meida. she blushed a lot ah, i remember.
hottest friend?:	:D
friend with the best personality?:	who am i to judge?
friend with the best music taste?:	to each his/her own. same ans as the above.
friend who sings the best?:	ME. HEH, oli... but shes shyyy.
friend who laughs the most?:	charm. cos shes with me! ;)
friend you enjoy being around the most?:	charm, lisa, hakim. all my girls. i enjoy all their company..
friend who your parents love?:	charm.
friend who your parents hate?:	erm.
friend your parents don't know about?:	i can't tell them about every friend, can i?
.: Romance :.
got a crush/boyfriend?:	yes.
if so, what gender?:	hoho. female? hahahaha. male.
name?:	don
how far have you gone?:	-
with who?:	huh?
the last person you kissed::	don.
the last person you hugged::	mei ting.
the last person you wanted to kiss::	-
how far you do want to go (at this point in life)?:	-
hottest friend?:	:D
hottest celebrity?:	Colin Farrell.
if you could date any famous person, who would it be?:	Colin Farrell.
dream date::	(:
dream honeymoon::	(:
age you want to get married (if not already):	Around 25-30. Not in a rush, honestly.
number of kids you want to have (if not already):	Twins! Boy + Girl:D
straight?:	-
gay?:	-
bi?:	maybe.
would you rather your boyfriend/girlfriend be gay or bi?:	hahahahaha WHAAT.
.: This or That :.
Kerry or Bush:	Neither.
rap or rock:	Rap.
pop or country:	Pop.
movie or tv show:	Tv show.
girl or guy:	Depends.
fire or water:	Water.
death or life:	Life.
cheerleader or punk:	Cheerleader.
prep or jock:	Prep.
kroger or publix:	what?
walmart or target:	supermarkets? erm. walmart.
avril or jay-z:	Jay Z
pink or black:	Black
cheez it or cheese nip:	Cheez it.
cat or dog:	Cat!
tape or glue:	Glue. I love the smell of Uhu!:D
msn or aim:	Msn.
mall or movies:	Mall.
writing or typing:	Writing.
phone or computer:	Phone.
baseball or football:	Football. Viva Italy!
p.e. or health:	Health. No sweat(:
high school or middle school:	Middle school- best friends, High school- Fun life. mm, High school i guess.
dunkin donuts or starbucks:	Starbucks.
amc or united artists:	United Artists.
walgreens or CVS:	?
brownies or cookies:	Cookies! Unless the brownies are really good.
reading or writing:	Reading.
surveys or polls:	Surveys.
livejournal or xanga:	Livejournal.
Yellowcard or Ashlee Simpson:	Yellowcard definitely.
AFI or Jojo:	Jojo.
Green Day or Beastie Boys:	Beastie Boys.
kill or be killed:	Be killed. The guilt will kill me, eventually.
eat or be eaten:	Ew? Human?
hate or be hated:	Neither. Hating hurts as much as loving. So fuck, be hated.
ocean or pool:	Pool. I can't swim!
singing or dancing:	Singing. Dancing a close second.
heart or peace sign:	Heart.
halloween or christmas:	Christtttttmasssss! *drool*
question or answer:	Question.
fear factor or the o.c.:	THE OC. THE OC. THE OC.
the simpsons or who's line is it anyway?:	Tough call. mmmm.. Who's line!
Disney or The N:	DISNEY!
pancakes or waffles:	Waffles.
strawberrys or blueberrys:	Strawberries. Wrong spelling doofuses.
yogurt or frozen yogurt:	Frozen Yogurt.
kiss or hug:	Hug. I can't kiss everyone!
guitar or drums:	Guitar... Soulful tunes. and.. its portable!
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