tp rawks day 3
BUSINESS! but a disappointment it was. the lectures were boring, except the htm one, where they learnt, man die first. then shawn had to open the cab door for me and run to other side. HAHA i like:D the tour around the courses.... i think business sucked. the individual course guides weren't too friendly, they were arrogant, esp cmm. we had to prompt and ask many questions though we knew, to fill up many gaps. grr.

and once again, purple had to have wet-weather programmes. darn it. and we alr at the alp site. the games were all pretty bodily contact kind, darn the smells. cat and mouse etccccc.

dinner at the sports complex(: more cheers and freaky freshies. maybelle got prank-called cos she put her no. as hotline... poor thing. thank god i didn't give out mine. kim wrote one for a sticker for me in return to what he wrote. "don't give you" HAHA! but the bear and the lollipop would have been nice;)

JAM AND HOP. JAM AND HOP. JAM AND HOP.

• if i want a band, i would go to a concert, not to a jam&hop. same goes to tp talent quest. it killed the crowd.
• techno. okay i guess. more rnb and hip-hop requested.
• mass dance. shawn chee hong forgot all his steps! GOODNESS. and we had plenty plenty plenty fun. with the freshies, with the PLs, with centis and with purrrple! random people here and there.. and carmen, her friend, laura, khai and ming! boogieeee wimmee:D
• saw cases of body surfing and heard someone drunk got a little rowdy. goodness.
• sentimental moments with the freshies:(

cpf macs we go! dragged chee hong there and made few friends. all the familiar faces... purple was the only one w/o freshies:( join orange! mm and kc rocks my world lah. cabbed home with chee hong. can't believe he stays so darn close.

the phone call that night that turned my world upside down......................................

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saturday.

this was probably one of the worst days. i don't know if i should blog it here so i would remember it or just try to push it to the back of my memories and hope it never resurfaces. cos it hurts. but i've got to make a decision. i don't want to. i have to. i'm almost never this negative or pessimistic, you know that. long term-wise however... its totally unfair to you too.

better now than later? but i can't seem to trust myself with the decision. so a week it is. i hope its not too much.

i feel the pain. i feel your pain too. i hope you understand the week is really what i need. i'm truly sorry for bringing you along with me. but the times, i enjoyed. i laughed. i was happy. you meant the world.

this does not mean i'm hell bent on leaving. so... a week.

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to all: special mention to ming, hakim, charm, bell, and all the others. thank you.