i'm pleading, i'm praying, i'm desperate. on my knees i am.... whoever took my phone, please please please return it. there isn't a logical reason to how i lost it. it fucks me up bad. i rather know ohyeah, i dropped it on the bus. at least i know darrn, its my fault. but FUCK THIS IS TORTURE.

okay, so scenario: i hung up the call, tossed the phone into the bag, and walked into the project room. sat down. someone got up to use the toilet. i decided to take my file and hp and print out my arts script. OHNO. where's my phone. tossed everything out, everyone starting to panic. he [prime suspect] came back. emptied bags and pockets. but lester did tell me something... speaking of which, he has been real sweet. like, offering to talk it out with me on the phone when i got home and stuff. the rest of my pwmates too.. thank you(: thank you yuan zheng and jess too for those words of comfort(:

was wondering if i didn't turn up for proj.. this wouldn't have happened. but either way, it sucks. i'm so super dependent on my phone. cam, mp3 and my tool of communication. grrr.

i'm beginning to think there's some hp curse working around my birthdays. first hp, lost on my birthday at home. bought current one on the night before my 16th birthday. lost this one 16days to my birthday. *groans*

the better half of my day was spent at bell's birthday steamboat(: morning was major :(:(:( grumpyfrumpy:( met up with gloria, twins, hazel, bea and belllll:D happy 19th! big 2-0 next yearrr. next phase of life eh?;) steamboat at roxy was good. we ate, and ate, and talked, and ate, and took more pictures and ate. great companyyy and the food was :D cake, then i had to go off alr. memorable: the auntie who was rushing bell outta the toilet! priceless~

and with all thats happening lately, i really need to double up my focus on my studies. i've been neglecting it worse. marketing strike 2, stats strike 3 with mc probs tomz morn. soo... will have to throw myself into work. *shrugs* things will get better... right? please do....

you know how my first instinct was to call you.... i decided against it.

i love sagittarius-es:D:D