I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again
I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

and to think that before this, i thought it was just some emo country song in my itunes. never knew it could evoke that much feel. hearing it really breaks my heart. sigh... i feel the pain. i do.

on something much less emo-h, openhouse has been FUN, TIRING, FUN, TIRING, FUN TIRING. AHAHAHHA. omg, so much fun. yelling, hi! welcome to tp!:D or teaching loads and loads and loads [and some guys are really MORONS ] to fold paper cranes. yay! so happy. so many bowls of rice. more birds, more luck! ;)

bluetooth central boyyyy. our digi love "clique" 2hakims [2mucho himbos]+1himbo-gary+1sutrano-indo-dodo-lisa plus meeee. haha! jamming in the hydro lift. good god. and just going nuts. [gary you himbo slut! lets headbang today! HAHA]

dinner first night. thanks maybelle(: i swear you've become such a part of my life if i dont see you daily, i actually miss you. (: come find me more often lah. purple dinner came down to just the 4 of us. ming disappeared, freshies couldnt find us and left, kim and hafiz mia! and realised that our dear chee hong isnt that bad after all. sensitive new age guy!:D talked on the bus and both of us took the round trip to talk more. hmmm, i shall stop making fun of him that much. HAHA.

2nd day, erm, eventful? urban faces contest, ahh, we were rooting for laura. i thought gary was gonna droooool. and carmen if you're reading this, i really hope you're okay(: i hoped he clarified with you last night, and i hope you wouldn't let this get you down... smile my love:D

pastamania dinner with blue plus others. whoa, yisheng+gary= total bitchslutwhores. damn, they should stop [read this gary] bastard-ing me. hmph. and alvin's bro looks like his carbon copy.

IM GONNA BE LATE FOR FIRST MASS DANCE. OMGGG. okay, and proj edit. omgomgomg no time. anyone at this box on this very saturday, OMG GET UP AND GO FOR TP OPENHOUSE YO. ITS THE BEST THING.

Jam and Hop
Time: 1900pm
Venue: Triangular Garden

Bring ALLLLLL your friends to the happening school!;)
psst. you don't see np being so fun right? HOHO!XD

Labels: carmen, digi love, gary, hakims, jam and hop, openhouse, purple, sutrano, swaying, touched